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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

you know what? sometimes i just dont understand people. one moment theyre the nicest people ever and the next theyre the meanest. but when theyre mean...do they know how much theyre actually hurting others? i dont know. there are some people who think that theyre the most perfect people in the world. they think that the world revolves around them and that everybody has to love them. they think that theyre so cool and shuns people who arent as "cool" as them. they think that they can go around telling people what to do and boss people. they think theyre all leadership but takes no responsibilty. i dont even know if when this person reads this they'll know its about them. oh how can it be them...theyre perfect right? like seriously grow up and take some responsibility. lets just say you owe someone money but youre like i cant pay you back right now cuz youre broke but you can spend 80 bucks on clothes...haha you know what....STOP spending money on yourself, grow up and you can use that money to pay them back. geez some people sometimes...if you keep on doing that sooner or later youre going to lose the trust that was earned because you dont pay them back and if you dont start thinking wisely and taking up some responsibility, youre going to have a reality check one day and lose your friends. youve already almost lost me as a friend. i'm not saying you need me but you know what if you continue like this youre not gonna have much friends left. you may think youre the most popular person right now and everybody loves you because of your deceptive charm but just so you know..i'm faking it. and also how can some people be so hypocrotic? they like....oh God bless but in life do they even care about others? do they even follow what God wants them to do...God says no gossip and all i hear from them is gossip. they talk behind peoples back and pretend theyre such a good christian but from what i see its not very christianlike. i'm not saying i'm the best christian either there are many things i need to learn. one is to forgive and forget....can i forgive this person and just forget about everything this person has done to hurt me? i dont know